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calledtothe wall84
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« Reply #3 on: September 18, 2009, 10:17:07 AM » |
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HEY I JUST READ UR POST, WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING, WELL I HAVE A FEW TRUSTED IN THE LORD WHO ARE FAMILIAR WITH IT, AND I AM LEARNING ALL I CAN,, BEEN FIGHTING WITH THE LORD ABIT, I DONT SUBSCRIBE TO ANY CERTAIN THEOLOGY, ALTHOUGH I ATTEND AN AG CHURCH, MY END TIMES STRONG BELIEVE IS POST TRIB, AND I FEAR IF THAT THEOLOGY IS RIGHT , THERE WILL BE A GREAT FALL AWAY WHEN IT DOESNT HAPPEN THE WAY OTHERS INTEND, AND I FEAR NOT OUT OF PARANOIA THAT THE HAPPY DAYS AND GOING TO BE SHORTENED , I AM HOWEVER PRAYING TO GO TO A CERTAIN PLACE TO TRAIN FOR A SEASON, A HOP ( HOUSE OF PRAYER) I HAVE A FEW FRIENDS IN THERE, AND I NEED TO GET ON BOARD, MY LIFE HAS BEEN MESSED UP COMPLETLY, THIS ALL STARTED AS A CHILD, FROM SEEING A DEMONIC FIGURE ON NUMEROUS OCCASIONS, TO BE LABLED AND DIAGNOSED DIFEERENT THINGS, ABUSE, REJECTION, ANY LITTLE HAPPY EXSISTANCE USUALLY GETS SHATTERED AFTER TIME, AND NOW I KNOW WHY, WHEN PEOPLE AT CHURCH DIDNT WANT TO BE BOTHERED THEY USED TO SAY TALK TO THE LORD AND WELL IT WORKED, A DIFFERENT WAY, THE LORD HAS BEEN LEADING ME TO PRAY THE STUFF BACK , HENCE INTERCESSION, AND I THOUGHT THE PROPHETIC DUTY OF DECALRING DISASTER OR OTHER WAS ONLY FOR OLD TESTAMENT , BUT APPRENTLY I M WRONG AND BEEN MISINFORMED, I WAS HURT BY A CHURCH BEFORE , AND IHELD THAT BITTERNESS AND THE LORD HAS BEEN LEADING ME TO FORGIVE AND WALK IN LOVE EVEN IF LOVE ISNT RETURNED , SO THERES A BALANCE THE LOVE AND FIRECENESS , CANT HAVE ONE WITH OUT THE OTHER, BUT THE KEY FOR ALL US , IS PRAYER LIKE NEVER BEFORE , THE WORDS WHAT THE SPIRIT IS SAYING PRAY BACK ,, UNRELENTING, UNCEASING PRAYER, I PRAY NOBODY I KNOW OR WHO HAVE THIS AS WELL WONT FALL AWAY, SO THAT IS WHAT IS HAPPENING THUS FAR IN CHRIST -ERIC
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